Yes! A Clean Scan!

My most recent PET scan showed "no evidence of recurring disease" so I am still cancer free.


Now what?

Tomorrow Is Scan Day

What A Fuck-Up

One of my co-workers showed me how to track my divorce proceedings online through the Contra Costa Superior Court website. The papers have been filed and set to be sent to me before February.

However, my wife bounced a check to the court and that has set things back. What an ass-clown she is. I am so relieved to be free of her.

Happy Birthday To Me

Today is my one year back clean and sober in AA. I had 19 years, but relapsed over a prescription medication for about four months. Right after my wife left me, I realized that I hadn't been truly sober for several months, so I reset my sobriety date right after what would have been my 20th birthday.

And so it goes.

For My Wife

Optic Nerve

The Papal Vestments

Softshell Crab Encountering Trebel Cleff

The Square Function Observed

Testament

The Fulcrum of My Regard

The Incubus At Rest

The Rain Becomes The Clouds

The Sermon On The Mount

Fuck Google

"Northwest Passage"

"Monday's Comma"

"Angst 139"

Number 43

Test 3

Test 2

Test

Early Morning Image

I Dunno

I'm missing something from the pieces I'm producing. Am I intellectualizing the process too much or am I constrained by some repressive feeling that prevents true spontaneous from arising. Sometimes I get the composition just right and fail at the desired color effect. Or the colors are right, but the shapes seem artificial. Me thinks it's time to re-read Kandinsky's "Concerning The Spiritual In Art." I seem to be on the right path, but the detours and "mistakes" are frustrating.

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